just thought i'd check in with you and see what's wrong today.
i turn 20 on saturday, that's fairly interesting. sometimes i find it hard to believe that i can survive on my own (which is not entirely true) and i ask myself how many more of these years do i think i can even pull off!? haha. 20. 20 + 20 = 40. sup dad.
so i'm 20, still broke, still not content but on the right path, still typing my ideas on useless social networking sites like blogspot here when i could be doing something productive or making some sort of positive contribution. anyways, i'm just in an overall weird mood today, and i think it has a lot to do with my pending birthday, potential career, and just where i am situated in my life right now. devin gave me a card for x-mas this year that simply said on it "life is either a daring adventure, or nothing". and that was once said by helen keller. i take that to heart a lot. my friend mike is 27, just split with his lady of a year, and is trying to figure out whether to keep playing music or take a career as an accountant for a high end financial institution. i guess that's what i have to look forward to? people spend their entire lives trying to decide whether they are where they want to be, or if they haven't reached that point yet. or what the point there trying to get to/make is. i'm not sure what i want, but for the first time ever i think that i'm actually on the right path and i think that being content is an achievable destination. for the first time ever i thought about what is actually important to me, and sacrificed my 20th birthday to work somewhere that may lead to a fucking awesome future. i guess we'll see how tomorrow night goes. got any bus fair i could have?
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